Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here
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i guess everyone needs to feel wanted in life, to feel loved in life. to know that whenever he or she's feeling slightly down, slightly moody, there'll be that someone or those few ppl who can brighten up the day just thru an sms, or by being there. shauna's right. we hang out with so many ppl, have so many frens. but when we need that somebody to really be that listening ear everytime we need to whine, to lament, we look around, and we find noone. its sad. its a lonely path to take.
did i mention i dont really like having dreams? bad dreams make me feel irked when i wake up. good dreams are worse. they disappoint me badly. those beautiful dreams of mine i momentarily think are true just go "poof" when i wake up. disappears. turns into dust. that's the real pain. tt's why i've stopped greeting ppl "sweet dreams". makes no sense...
off i am to that dreaded place again. 11 weeks left. but 1yr 2mths more.
oh somebody save me.